Bob, it'already been 2 months since you died! There hasn't been 1 single day that I haven't cried. I understood the pain you always carried inside. You had one of the biggest hearts of anyone I know! Losing you has been by far my worse blow. I wish I could stop crying...but my tears continue to flow. I promised you that I'd be there for Julie and your 4 kid, and I will be! Your family and Shilo's mean the world to me. Your last 2 voice mails are saved on my phone...you see. Your right you didn't have any ugly kid's, and neither did I. It was so sad that you weren't able to be there for your fish fry! You told me you thought you were on your way back...I know you didn't want to die. I've been busy building a beautiful memorial to honor you! I know how deeply you loved me...I loved you too! I can't imagine living the rest of my life without you, I don't know what I'm going to do. You had the most beautiful brown eyes...not blue. I know you were at Brooke & Josh's wedding that beautiful day! I also know you watched Mason & Brayden play. Your little Grandbabies "Gabby, Mason & Brayden" miss you everyday. Your beautiful daughter Shilo's husband Greg and their 5 kid's wishes they could have met their "Grandpa Bob" by the way! Bob, please give Mom & Dad my love AND "I'll see you Again" Love you 4 ever, "Your Sis" P.S. Margie & Bobby 4 ever & ever!